送给母亲的真挚情谊
you will always be my first child, and this love will remain in your heart forever. when i asked for the flower to give you, it was simple: one rose from spring to summer. i wanted it to come with a little smile, so that you'd never miss seeing it on my tongue. but you saw it all through that long flight of time, and you missed it like i did too.
when we moved apart after moving to college, i couldn't help feeling sad for losing the one girl who was always here with me. she taught me words in a foreign language, and now she doesn’t want me around anymore. we had these beautiful stories, so sweet memories, that no one could forget. but all i need is a single thought: how much you missed me every day.
for the last year of my life, i was trying to figure out how to move on from this love. it felt like a big box that couldn’t hold everything. i kept pushing myself to find ways to keep moving forward, but nothing ever clicked. each time i thought i had found my way, i realized something wasn’t right.
you once said, "i’m just trying to become the best person possible." now that i’ve grown up and can see more clearly, i couldn’t imagine how much it would have been for me to try to be better. i think about when we went on that big trip to the mountains with all my friends. i was so tired, but i knew it was only a day away from the next big adventure.
now that you’ve left, and i’m trying to find my way back, i miss everything about you. your smile makes me laugh every time I think about you. but when the sun sets and the light fades, there’s always something in the sky that I can’t talk about with you anymore.
for all those years of being here together, we’ve grown into better versions of who we were. though i’m still in love with this one girl who’ll always be my first child, i miss the quiet moments when i think about you and see how far we’ve come since then.
i will always be your child, no matter what happens next. you’re my strongest hope, and that’s enough for me to keep going. until we see each other again
but now, as time goes on, i’m realizing how much i miss this woman who has been here for so long. her love is quiet, simple, and always worth remembering
i will never forget the days when our family was small. we had these beautiful flowers, little stories, memories that could only be missed. but i’ve learned to live with them, even though they’re gone
you taught me how to love differently now that i’m older. my parents were tough on us back then, and they tried so hard not to see the brighter side of it. now, though, they never said anything about you anymore.
i miss seeing you every day when we’re all together. there’s a quiet calm in this world, and i feel lucky to be part of that. but if time comes for me to feel sad, i’ll still think about you
even as i grow older, i can’t let myself forget the days we shared together. my parents used to say that they would always love us no matter what happened to us. now, that’s been a reality, and it means so much
your story is a story of growth and change. you’re still full of surprises, but i know that time won’t judge you by any measure.
i miss the bright, sunny days when we were little. our home was big with laughter, and the flowers grew tall with love
she taught me to be myself, and now she’s gone. i miss her every word of it
